blew up at my brother today for doing my laundry because he needed socks. Why doesn't he just do his own laundry instead of mine you ask? Because he is a major pain in the ass and he likes egging me on when I have my period which started today. And for some reason I didn't have a PMS day like usual, I get an ms day cause it isn't PRE-menstrual. It's during. The weird part is that none of my obsessions is helping me right now and I'm too hot for comfort. I worked on my Queen fic earlier, but it isn't ready for posting. That didn't even help me either. I hate modd swings sometimes because no matter what I do dad and Terry think I'm blowing it out of proportion. It's not my fault. It's hormones and I can't control them. They still think that it is the 50s too. They won't do anything for themselves and cook and clean if I don't feel like it. It annoys the crap out of me. I have gotten to the point where I'm only cooking only once a week and they're lucky if I even do that. And then they get mad if I only make mac and cheese or just spaghetti or something and it is plain. Well excuse me for not feeling like eating that much. If they want more, they can make it themselves. I dont think I'm fit for a fmaily life. I'm better off alone. I need a better job that pays more with more hours so I can move out. That way they have to fend for themselves. Nobody taught me how to do anything so I'm not gonna teach them. And truthfully, I could care less if I didn't get married. Maybe it is for the better. But if I do have kids, eventhough I want them, I'd do it with a friend instead and I will pray to God that it was a girl because boys piss me off. There are way too many boys in my family in the first place. Girls are a dying breed in my family. If I had the money I'd go out and have a good time but I won't have money until Tuesday. I need to get out of here. Anybody wanna help me?
rmtfictionqueen wrote: blew up at my brother today for doing my laundry because he needed socks. Why doesn't he just do his own laundry instead of mine you ask? Because he is a major pain in the ass and he likes egging me on when I have my period which started today. And for some reason I didn't have a PMS day like usual, I get an ms day cause it isn't PRE-menstrual. It's during. The weird part is that none of my obsessions is helping me right now and I'm too hot for comfort. I worked on my Queen fic earlier, but it isn't ready for posting. That didn't even help me either. I hate modd swings sometimes because no matter what I do dad and Terry think I'm blowing it out of proportion. It's not my fault. It's hormones and I can't control them. They still think that it is the 50s too. They won't do anything for themselves and cook and clean if I don't feel like it. It annoys the crap out of me. I have gotten to the point where I'm only cooking only once a week and they're lucky if I even do that. And then they get mad if I only make mac and cheese or just spaghetti or something and it is plain. Well excuse me for not feeling like eating that much. If they want more, they can make it themselves. I dont think I'm fit for a fmaily life. I'm better off alone. I need a better job that pays more with more hours so I can move out. That way they have to fend for themselves. Nobody taught me how to do anything so I'm not gonna teach them. And truthfully, I could care less if I didn't get married. Maybe it is for the better. But if I do have kids, eventhough I want them, I'd do it with a friend instead and I will pray to God that it was a girl because boys piss me off. There are way too many boys in my family in the first place. Girls are a dying breed in my family. If I had the money I'd go out and have a good time but I won't have money until Tuesday. I need to get out of here. Anybody wanna help me?
you are bitching at him for doing your laundry?? damn woman ...should be greatful....
I think it wa mostly hormones. That and he was supposed to be banned from doing laundry after this one incident. I feel better now though. I just needed a place to rant.
rmtfictionqueen wrote: I think it wa mostly hormones. That and he was supposed to be banned from doing laundry after this one incident. I feel better now though. I just needed a place to rant.