What happened to me
a cold dark wind blows, yet i cannot feel it
Walking to the beat yet i have no rhythem
what caused this emotional death
was it the problem i missed
that passing commen, or stare
What happened to me
me was happy
me was care free
me was the girl that everybody came to when they needed confidence
what happened to me
I used to wonder what i should wear the next day, or if i should wear those cute pumas
Instead, I now wonder what would happen if i ended it all.
would they care
would it matter
would they carry on as if it didnt matter, and keep on lauging and joking
or would they weep for me, and mourn
Sometimes i'd like to end it all, just to see the impact
Just to see if i really mattered to them, if i was ever even on their minds.
To walk around with no feel, no rhythem, is no life. To walk around with no heart and a cold emtey feeling, is no life.
If this is how life is meant to be lived, then i guess i dont want to live.
Im not feeling this way anymore, but i did.