DonnyMars: I feel like I am gonna be sick
CW: like in what way...like in the way crap i messed up...or i'm nervous or actual...i'm going to thow up
DM: I am nervous
CW: about?
DM: I don't know what (name of my gf deleted) thought of me. I want to know, more than anything I want to know what she thinks. but, at the same time, I feel like shes gonna reject me. and if there is one thing I don't need right now, its rejection. I feel like Pete Townshend must have felt during the Lifehouse sessions, I am walking towards the window, and I need someone to grab my arm and stop me, make me know that I need to stay alive, and make the world a better place with my music.
CW: do you want me to ask (gf's name deleted)?
DM: I have already asked her, she hasn't gotton my message yet, but I would feel a lot less likely to jump in the river on my hike tommorow if she happened to check her email.
CW: ah
CW: yeah...it's kind of like...hmmm...well i don't know what it's like but yeah i get it
DM: I did a personality test a while ago, it said I would be good as a guitarist because I am a tortured soul, I laughed it off, now I realize just how true that test was.
DM: I need somthing, to free my mind, I tried sleeping it off but, I can't, talking doesn't help, well, talking to (gf's name deleted) might help, but, she isn't online, yeah, what I need is a song and a hug, to make everything better.
DM: and I don't think I am getting the hug anytime soon
CW: i would give you a hug...but it's kind of hard over the computer
DM: yeah
and it went on, but, thats the gist of it, you can insult me all you want, feel free to call my childish, for inside, I am just a child.
deleted user 28.04.2007 22:57
What happened ?
And, no offence, I think you're too young to be a "tortured soul". :)
Remember, life could be worse. MUCH worse.
<font color=red>The Audacity of Charles wrote: What happened ?
And, no offence, I think you're too young to be a "tortured soul". :)
Remember, life could be worse. MUCH worse.
I went on my first date with a girl I really like, and I am nervous that she might not like me.
I've dealt with my grandma's death when I was in 3rd grade, being kicked to the curb by almost every girl I have ever liked, and recently, it was discovered that my dog that I have had since I was six is gonna die, cancer, my last gf broke up with me right when I realized just how long I have left with my dog. being told "sorry but (name deleted) says your dumped" by someone you have never met is difficult especially when your now former girlfriend refers to him as her "hubbie". then the girl tells me I am an immature, egotistical, wanker, and I feel like I have to apologize, I did nothing, and she picks the perfect time to break up with me, right when I am at my weakest. The next day, the girl who is currently my girlfriend came back into my mind, she had already agreed to go out with me, before I even dated the other girl, and I had just been dating the other girl to satisfy my ex who I still have feelings for even though she is going out with my best friend. The girl I want has more or less accepted me, yet I still hold a candle for my buddy's girl. I think I count as a tortured soul in some small way.
life can be worse, if I was dying, honestly I think I have spent the last 5 hours moping over whether or not I will be single come next weekend, is that so terrible?
Audacity Of Charles, I need a friend that isn't afraid to tell me I suck once in a while, you seem to fit the criteria.
Love = heartbreak. 99% of relationships end in breakups or death. The rest get divorced.
People in general are assholes. You're better off with a few friends you can trust, enjoying family while they last, and sticking with porno.
Seriously, the chances of finding that special girl who will stand by you forever.. so minimal it practically doesn't exist. I guess if you wanna play the game and know what you're getting into, fine. Otherwise just tell the world
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And find something you enjoy to take your mind off things.
Hey! Maybe you could express your feelings in song..
unfunny bunny wrote: I knew that would format wrong. See, you can't rely on anything in this life.
see,crap happens no matter what lol!
deleted user 29.04.2007 20:17
<font color=red>The Audacity of Charles wrote: Remember, life could be worse. MUCH worse.
That's so true. Once I complained to my friend that I should be depressed because my life is boring. He reminded me that his house had more than 10 feet of water during Katrina (they could never go back to it) and his dad is dying of lymphoma.
Makes you realize pretty quickly.
<i>Donny Mars wrote:
Audacity Of Charles, I need a friend that isn't afraid to tell me I suck once in a while, you seem to fit the criteria.
I know this is "late" (thread got bumped onto the second page) but if you want to talk, I'm MSN and AIM ("OurLadyCharles" - MSN with "@hotmail.com").
:)