I have been doing a lot of thinking, and I think it's time I say this (publicly).
I have acted in a not-so-nice way to you in the past, and frankly I am ashamed of myself. I'm not that kind of a person. I care, and maybe too much at times, about the lot of you here. All my friends are here. But yet I don't feel accepted either. I want to say I'm sorry for the argument about the bootleg tree, and take all the responsibilty for them not reaching the sendee. I do like you Zeni, and I would love it if we could start again, and burry the hatchet (if you will). When I fell attacked, I tend to respond in an attacking manner, which is not good at all. And I know it.
I also feel bad about any other people I have offended in any way. I'm not trying to make this a 'dark myutu' sounding thing. This is coming from my heart. And with all honesty and sincerity. I hope you Zeni, and the others may find it within yourselves to accept this, and let me be your friends again.
Matt
I hope you do understand, Matt, why I got upset over the matter and made this a very public issue. The Bootleg Tree was a personal thing that demanded public accountability and something that I assumed responsiblity for. Contrary to a few people's opinion, I do not actively pursue an argument, so this was not something I particularly enjoyed. I see no reason to dwell over it anymore, however; we completed the Tree and you've already apologized to the other person in question. As far as I am concered, the issue is buried and I'm sure you and I will move on past this.