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behind blue eyes 24.01.2004 08:45 |
no way.lol I was born in 62 ; ) |
behind blue eyes 24.01.2004 08:51 |
O M G Deacon Fan that is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaky. How did you do this? |
Penis - Vagina 24.01.2004 22:10 |
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behind blue eyes 25.01.2004 18:33 |
So Deanon fan.....Are you really a 62 year old woman? I have a hard time figuring out ages and genders in this place and most seem to know eachother cyberly well. I was going to start an introduce yourself thread but I don't know if that would be such a great idea. What are your thoughtts? Do you think people whould even be honest about themselves? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I think I shall give it more thought. peace, me |
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behind blue eyes 26.01.2004 22:30 |
hheheheheeheheh youre funny smiles, Judy I'm really a 41 yr old woman realisticly and sometimes opressively married for 20 yrs come the 20th of feb. and I think I am suffering from a mid life crisis. but I'm still smiling at the moment. ) |
behind blue eyes 28.01.2004 14:00 |
you know this is kinda like being in John Macaviches head. You go in on a thread in the test section and then you end up in the personal section! Cool ay? |
Penis - Vagina 29.01.2004 06:20 |
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behind blue eyes 03.02.2004 12:38 |
He Deacon fan, Yeah....... I think I whine entirely tooooooooo much. I think I am just suffering from a midlife thing where you reach this place and you start to evaluate everything and with the way my brain works, its just slightly disheartening and traumatizing and other crap..........but I look at what others are going through and relize I'm just a big damn baby. Yes I get all the fuckin sex i want but is not the sex that is my problem. Its the stiffling of who I am and the lack of affection that is exibited toward me or should i say not exibited. Its no complements on what i do right. Its no thank yous for what i do period. And the lack of huggs these are the things that hurt. I could deal with it better if i were single but I'm not so I thought all that was part of the marriage package but it wasnt included in mine. Thats why i whine with no validation because my heart ache is not truily justified because i have so much to be greatful for. He comes home he fixes litteraly everything from electric to plumping to the cars to the computers and on and on. So you see i really am just a whiney butt. But I'll have to check out that movie. peace for now and this is kind a fun deacon fan. peace, Judy |
behind blue eyes 05.02.2004 12:33 |
Why'd you change your name? My pararoia says you are hoping to shake me off your tail. Ah well. My life story. rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection rejection |
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behind blue eyes 11.02.2004 11:20 |
hey I am going to change my name. brb |
behind blue eyes 11.02.2004 11:23 |
let me see if this worked |
behind blue eyes 11.02.2004 12:03 |
Hey Deac Hahaahaahaahaaha I changed my name and now I feel all giddy. Ya think Charles will figure it out? I haven’t posted any on this board for a while because I was afraid I would rock the board again. I really care about people and Charles is a special person to me but the mixture of us both on this board causes such a reaction that the negativity grows. He’ll figure it out. He’ll know I changed my name if he checks his old threads. Damn it! I forgot about that. But I wanted to tell you you’re right about the fact that everyone gets a little unhappy sometimes. And we (the miss match) are working on it. I was listening to someone talking about relationships and how so many people love each other but end up in a hit and miss pattern. They have this problem getting on the same page at the same time. So now I am dragging him into a conversation with me. And in compromise, I am cleaning my filthy dirty dusty house because I know that says love to him. Why? Why does keeping a clean fucking house say love to him? It says I have to be a fucking servant to me…..well I guess servant hood is a part of a marital relationship. But I think I know some of what has bothered me all these years. I feel as if he has attempted to keep me sort of isolated from developing other relationships with others ……….even of the same sex…because he thinks he doesn’t need others and therefore no one should have that need and its not a real need in his eyes. But I have realized that it is a need for me. I have a need to have friends. I have a need to converse with others who have similar interests or to get a wider perspective on the views of others. I love people and love to visits other personal cultures. And I do believe I am probably looking for a few I can talk to about anything, But as far as physically actually fooling around with someone else………I am not interested in that. I thought I might be but then I rethought the reality of that and realized how awful the repercussions would be. What are your thoughts? |
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behind blue eyes 14.02.2004 11:11 |
Hey you found it again!!! Its getting trickier to locate this thread. I have to go to search and search my username to find it now.lol Yeah I may have been a little whiney again when I posted that. He's not that bad. He actually cleans too, but since I've been playing around on my pc which I never did before....all of the sudden its a bit of an issue. I think he's jealous or possessive or something that I am IMing people and developing syber friendships and he sees no sense in it b/c he is not a people person..........but I am. : ) Its all pretty much ok. It's difinitly not unbearable. Oh and he read some shit a long time ago that I was posting with Baer and got pissed off about it so it all came out a couple of days ago and now he has lightened up alittle. Well.....gotta go.......Happy V day! Oh and thanks for complament. *****smiles at deacon fan***** ; ) |
behind blue eyes 16.02.2004 13:46 |
ohhahaahaahaahaa I just clicked on that dr phil thing! you silly. ;p my son goes to that website and makes prank calles to his friends. he does the adam sandler one too. i love adam. |
behind blue eyes 21.02.2004 17:14 |
Hey guess what Guess WHAT!!!!! Mr. Wonderful and I are in looooooooooooooooooove again!!!!!!! and ooooooooooooooooooooh baaAAaaby Love is gOOd!! Yesterday was our 20th anniversary and we decided to go 200 miles away from home to Galveston Island, Tx!!!! Its on the gulf of mexico and its madigras here so the whole little city is in party mode and we will be seeings so live bands we like: Los Lonely Boys Thin Lizzy and Deep Purple!!! well gotta go wake him up from his love slumber.lol peace to ya. Hope ya find this thread again. |
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