Today i watched the Bulgarian version of "Who wants to be a millionaire".The question was who Kurt Cobain admires and envy" in his last words ?
And i was totally surprised from the answer...But here is the proof. link
Written, possibly. Pretty much that note could have been from anywhere. Although all these Seattle suicides will give credence to its plausibility, there were rumours that note was just a letter to rolling stone to pretty much announce he was fed up and quitting music.
Others have said he was going to divorce Courtney. ..hence the oddity of the last paragraph which hardly bears resemblance to the previous writing.
Junkie or not, it's debatable whether he could've even written that last bit while having injected such a dose.
I believe the bit about Freddie yes. But it may have been in a different context. Even Courtneys family suspect her
^typo or not, hearing NOTW in his dad's van "until the battery went dead" left an indelible impression on the young dude.
Like many others he was quoted in life on that. Not just the "suicide note". *though that was likely the first time mentioning "FREDDY" specifically. It's in his songs dude.
"I wish i was like you, easily amused"
"Teenage angst has paid off well,
Now I'm bored alone.
Self appointed judges judge
more than they have sold
if she floats then she is not
a witch like we thought
a down payment on another
one in Salem's lot."
That's all about becoming disillusioned with the business. He expressed a wish/envy for a guy like Freddie who just night in night out could do it and give the audience something with a grin