| lifetimefanofqueen 16.09.2010 12:00 |
why are some people just so horroble and cruel? why do people find it funny to make u look like a fool infront of the entire school to the point where u self harm, are to scared be around people and have panic attacks ever day?!?!?! whats so funny about makeing some one feel so down they just feel so alone and useless. and when that happenes and u try to stand up to urself they get u into trouble with the teachers for swearing or something that is just rediculous, i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE those kind of people!!!!!!!!!! if people are going to be fuckers then why dont they go fuck themself, and whats so funny about cutting?!?!?!?! if you cut its because u have something realy realy getting you down and when u cut it makes u feel better an opens ur mind oto sort out that problem, nd yes it hurts and it is so annoying when people keep saying "whats happened to ur arm?" whilst trying not to laugh with all their friends backing them up, fucking coward. and then these this guy who keeps on comeing up to me and pretending to cut himself saying "oh im cutting myself im cutting myself this is so fun rock on!" and i fucking hate it, and yes i am trying to cut, and so far i have managed to stop, but i still get urges and i wanted to ask if ur gettin picked on then how do u make them fuck off and leave you alone and if u cut then how do u get rid of those urges to cut? P.S if ur gonna leave a negative comment on here bout me then please just fuck off!!!! i've had enough of this shit from school and im asking for help not to be picked on more!!!!!!! if u dont like me for what ever reason then tough, im not gonna change who i am to satifiy u, and dont judge me by my fucking age!!!! im 13 so what! i still have a brain like u, were all human so why cant we all just fucking act like it!!! |
| catqueen 16.09.2010 12:14 |
:/ hope things brighten up soon. Is there any counsellor or something in school that u could talk to? Or anyone who mite be able to stop people tormenting u? Or even somewhere u can go, or something u can do that mite help u control it when u feel like cutting? |
| john bodega 16.09.2010 13:10 |
When you're down, try to remember that one day you'll be in your 20's or 30's or whatever, and the stuff that upset you when you were 13 won't even matter. It seems like a ways off, but you'll get there. |
| lifetimefanofqueen 16.09.2010 16:39 |
catqueen wrote: :/ hope things brighten up soon. Is there any counsellor or something in school that u could talk to? Or anyone who mite be able to stop people tormenting u? Or even somewhere u can go, or something u can do that mite help u control it when u feel like cutting? i've been to a counseller before, but it didnt help, he just made me feel worse, so these days i try to calm myfelf down, unfortunatly that way of calming myself down was cutting, but when i tryed to stop cutting before i wanted to find something else to do instead of cutting, so i took a load of tablets to try and make myself ill and i realy didnt care if i died or not, but i stopped like half way through cus i remembered about how Brian was in a similar state as me in the late 80's (i red this on wikipedia) so now when i feel like endin it or anythin like that i think of how Brian was in a similar state as me and how he is better now, and i try to do the same, and i have to say it is kinda working cus i havent cut in ages tho i still have the scars on my arm and the bastards at school to remind me of it every single day, i just wish that the people at school would just fuck off and leave me alone because they realy arent helping, and btw thank u everyone for helping and not makeing me feel worse by saying that u think im perfetic or something like some bastards of youtube do, like when i commented of someones video that AIDS isnt funny cus they were laughing about it, so they replyed telling me that i am a failure and should go kill myself, which made me cut. but dont worry, that was like 3 or 4 months ago so it dont matter, people on youtube always say stuff like that, they suck |
| lifetimefanofqueen 16.09.2010 16:42 |
Zebonka12 wrote: When you're down, try to remember that one day you'll be in your 20's or 30's or whatever, and the stuff that upset you when you were 13 won't even matter. It seems like a ways off, but you'll get there. wow thanks, u actualy made me feel better about what jobs i wanna do cus at the moment i panic and all that, but thinking about it when i was little, the stuff that scared me then dosent scare me now, so it should be the same when im older, thank u for your help, ur awesome :D <3 <3 <3 <3 |
| littlekillerham 24.09.2010 20:37 |
Oh when you’re down and you’re looking for some cheering up Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave When you get inside you find yourself a cheery land Such a happy and joy filled and perky merry land They’ve got lollipops and gummidrops and candy things Oh so many things that will brighten up your day It’s impossible to wear a frown in candy town It’s the Mecca of love the candy cave They’ve got jellybeans and coconut with little hats Candy rats, chocolate bats, it’s a wonderland of sweets Ride the candy train to town and hear the candy band Candy bells, it’s a treat, as they march across the land Cherry ribbons stream across the sky and to the ground Turn around, it astounds, it’s a dancing candy treat In the candy cave imagination runs so free So now Charlie please will you go into the cave |
| lifetimefanofqueen 25.09.2010 07:05 |
littlekillerham wrote: Oh when you’re down and you’re looking for some cheering up Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave When you get inside you find yourself a cheery land Such a happy and joy filled and perky merry land They’ve got lollipops and gummidrops and candy things Oh so many things that will brighten up your day It’s impossible to wear a frown in candy town It’s the Mecca of love the candy cave They’ve got jellybeans and coconut with little hats Candy rats, chocolate bats, it’s a wonderland of sweets Ride the candy train to town and hear the candy band Candy bells, it’s a treat, as they march across the land Cherry ribbons stream across the sky and to the ground Turn around, it astounds, it’s a dancing candy treat In the candy cave imagination runs so free So now Charlie please will you go into the cave ROFL XD <3 |
| littlekillerham 02.10.2010 19:29 |
lifetimefanofqueen wrote: littlekillerham wrote: Oh when you’re down and you’re looking for some cheering up Then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave When you get inside you find yourself a cheery land Such a happy and joy filled and perky merry land They’ve got lollipops and gummidrops and candy things Oh so many things that will brighten up your day It’s impossible to wear a frown in candy town It’s the Mecca of love the candy cave They’ve got jellybeans and coconut with little hats Candy rats, chocolate bats, it’s a wonderland of sweets Ride the candy train to town and hear the candy band Candy bells, it’s a treat, as they march across the land Cherry ribbons stream across the sky and to the ground Turn around, it astounds, it’s a dancing candy treat In the candy cave imagination runs so free So now Charlie please will you go into the cave ROFL XD <3 i only said that because once i was at a swim meet, and one of my team mates was crying, so my friend sang that for her |
| lalaalalaa 02.10.2010 19:43 |
First, stop swearing. It's not cool, whether you are 13 or 30. Second, take time to yourself. Pray for God to help you get through, you might get a plesant suprise. Finally, If you ignore these bad people long enough, they will get bored and move to someone else. Don't even look at them. |
| john bodega 03.10.2010 04:56 |
There is literally nothing wrong with swearing. |
| lifetimefanofqueen 03.10.2010 05:10 |
lalaalalaa wrote: First, stop swearing. It's not cool, whether you are 13 or 30. Second, take time to yourself. Pray for God to help you get through, you might get a plesant suprise. Finally, If you ignore these bad people long enough, they will get bored and move to someone else. Don't even look at them. but im not religious and thanks for the help, to everyone who did help :) xxxx |
| thomasquinn 32989 03.10.2010 09:46 |
lalaalalaa wrote: First, stop swearing. It's not cool, whether you are 13 or 30. Second, take time to yourself. Pray for God to help you get through, you might get a plesant suprise. Finally, If you ignore these bad people long enough, they will get bored and move to someone else. Don't even look at them. ==== Oh, great. An evangelist. |
| lalaalalaa 03.10.2010 12:09 |
I'm a Baptist. Besides, there are people in the world who don't find swearing appropriate. I also don't see why you wouldn't want to try prayer since you have nothing to lose. |
| john bodega 03.10.2010 12:25 |
"Besides, there are people in the world who don't find swearing appropriate" Well that's cool - you don't have to swear. |
| Sergei. 03.10.2010 13:04 |
lalaalalaa wrote: I also don't see why you wouldn't want to try prayer since you have nothing to lose. You also have nothing to lose by meditating to become one with the Dao, but as a Christian you'd probably be a bit put off if someone tried to tell you to do something that you didn't believe in. |
| lifetimefanofqueen 04.10.2010 12:40 |
Sergei. wrote: lalaalalaa wrote: I also don't see why you wouldn't want to try prayer since you have nothing to lose. You also have nothing to lose by meditating to become one with the Dao, but as a Christian you'd probably be a bit put off if someone tried to tell you to do something that you didn't believe in. im not a christian (if ur talkin to me) and ive tryed meditation, and i wasnt totaly put off, but i wasnt realy thinking about any kind of god, the only god i was thinking about was Queen ;) so OMFG i am religious but i never realised it! :O QUEENISM!!! :D |
| lifetimefanofqueen 04.10.2010 12:45 |
Sergei. wrote: lalaalalaa wrote: I also don't see why you wouldn't want to try prayer since you have nothing to lose. You also have nothing to lose by meditating to become one with the Dao, but as a Christian you'd probably be a bit put off if someone tried to tell you to do something that you didn't believe in. im not a christian (if ur talkin to me) and ive tryed meditation, and i wasnt totaly put off, but i wasnt realy thinking about any kind of god, the only god i was thinking about was Queen ;) so OMFG i am religious but i never realised it! :O QUEENISM!!! :D |
| Sergei. 04.10.2010 15:02 |
lifetimefanofqueen wrote: im not a christian (if ur talkin to me) I wasn't. I was talkin' to the person who suggested prayer. |
| lifetimefanofqueen 04.10.2010 15:05 |
Sergei. wrote: lifetimefanofqueen wrote: im not a christian (if ur talkin to me) I wasn't. I was talkin' to the person who suggested prayer. oh ok, sorry |
| catqueen 05.10.2010 14:10 |
I read of some experiment and the ppl who were allowed to swear freely could hold their hand iin ice water for longer then those who werent allowed to swear. On the other hand, some ppl do find it offensive, and a habit of swearing potentially wont do u any favours in life -- its too easy to let it slip in front of the wrong person and lose job opportunities or general respect by swearing in a situation where it is not appropriate. But just my thoughts... |
| john bodega 10.10.2010 00:55 |
Bullshit to that. "Swearing in front of the wrong person?" I understand why that's a point of anxiety for some people, but to Hell with it. If you're not a swearing kind of person by nature, fine, don't swear. If you think you're going to upset someone by swearing, then be decent - hold it in for once. But I really, really don't believe in going to extraordinary lengths to modify one's self for the wrong reasons. Bending over to outdated concepts is definitely the wrong reason. |