QueenZone discussion #1182622

Sweet Insanity wrote: I've smoked two-hundred cigarettes in the past 48 hours. Yeah, that's 10 FUCKING PACKS in TWO days! Talk about feeling it in the lungs. Every morning I wake up puking everything out of my stomach because of it. I'm just that depressed. We all live, and we all die. With no one to love, and no one or anything to live for, I just don't give a fuck. I bought a pack of Marlboro Medium 100s about five hours ago. They are fucking GONE. I smoked every fucking cigarette in the pack. You figure it out. I hardly eat now, because I get high when I don't eat with my meds, and I like being high, since it's the only pleasure I get now. I really don't care about myself anymore. Why the fuck should I? I don't want to live lonely and depressed. Loneliness is my biggest fear. I've kept busy working, but that's all I do. Work and smoke. Work and smoke. Work and smoke. Work and smoke. I also pray that God punishes me with Hell. I really don't give a fuck about myself... I'm worthless, let the lung cancer form and attack me. Let's see... Jessica took Gavyn to California. She says she doesn't want to ever bring him back to New Hampshire because she has fun being a slut out in California, so I'll probably never see my son again except what? Once a year? He won't even remember me if I see him only that much. I'm not a part of his life. Jessica keeps calling my friends saying shit like "I hear you're fucking Jake" or calling them sluts and things like that. Jessica's new boyfriend sent me a text message and it read "Well Jake, you keep it up and you won't ever see Gavyn again, I promise you". I don't know if he means he's going to hurt Gavyn or what, but I take it as a threat. And it hurts me to know Gavyn is in that kind of environment. I told Jessica I want her car out of my yard. She threatened to call the cops on me for saying that. Relationships & dating... let's see... fuck those. Too many psychotic cunts who drink, or do drugs. I'd say 95% of the single women in the USA probably have psychotic problems, so I think the two I have dated in the past two weeks are psycho. It didn't help my attitude towards relationships when one of the gals I dated claimed "We aren't even officially in a relationship yet, and you hurt me with what you've said"... what did I tell her? I told her she's 20 years old and needs to grow up and stop complaining about how depressing her life is when she has never experienced anything as painful as what I've gone through. She kept bothering me about how she hates her dad, how he hates her, how he's going to kick her out soon. God! I know if I lived with my parents, I'd move into a cardboard box outside. She's also friends with some other psychotic cunt who is an STD infested skank who LOVES to run her filthy cock sucking mouth. So, I'm fucking lonely. Loneliness is my biggest fear. Work, yeah yeah, it's great. Pays for my fucking cigarettes, gasoline, drinks, food, whatever. It's boring me to death. I don't care about money and I don't know why I'm so busy working lately, but I am. It's not helping me keep my mind off things. Fuck all of that bullshit too. I'd rather put the damn trucks, mowers, tractors, and tools for sale, and go to my fucking bedroom and get fucking high. Not to be cool, but because it fucking makes me feel good. If there was a line of coke in front of me, I'd snort it in a minute, and who knows what kind of side-effects that has. I guess my life has totally turned upside down and I'm not feeling too well.

Freya is quietly judging you. wrote: Jake... why not post this somewhere where people actually care? Because nobody here does.

@ndy38 wrote:

Freya is quietly judging you. wrote: Jake... why not post this somewhere where people actually care? Because nobody here does.

He clearly is deranged, i feel sorry for him.

andreas_mercury wrote: your kid is doomed i hope he got more of his moms DNA.

Poo, again wrote:

andreas_mercury wrote: your kid is doomed i hope he got more of his moms DNA.

Well, this might come as a surprise, but actually, the kid got as much from Jake as he got from his mother. I know, it's horrible.

ThomasQuinn wrote:

@ndy38 wrote:

Freya is quietly judging you. wrote: Jake... why not post this somewhere where people actually care? Because nobody here does.

He clearly is deranged, i feel sorry for him.

I agree with the first part, but not with the second. You see, he's not just deranged, he is also a compulsive liar.

-fatty- wrote: Doctor fatty is in. You managed to avoid posting anything on Queenzone for just over a week. By doing so you thought that someone might have wondered what had happened to you. You thought that someone might be worried, given the recent events in your personal life, that you might be in a bad place and posted a message of sympathy or support. Unfortunately for you, this didn't happen. This can be attributed to the fact that nobody cares a toss about you or your personal problems. The sad fact is that the only person who takes a passing interest in anything you ever say or do is me, and I fucking well despise you. So you spent a week checking Queenzone to see if anyone had noticed your absence and when it became clear that nobody cared, you left a cryptic message in the "Random Thoughts" thread. A message which read "This is what you want - this is what you get". Obviously this message is a little too cryptic and was duley ignored but if I was to make a guess, I'd say that you were trying to allude to the fact that you were depressed, feeling suicidal and that were you to take your own life, it would serve us all right for not giving you the attention you feel you deserve. But still nobody cares and so you decide to start an all new thread with one of your god-awful songs. You spend the best part of the next two hours hitting the refresh button hoping and praying that someone, anyone will reply but still, nobody cares. And then when you can't take it a second longer you reply to your own thread with a long diatribe of complete and utter bollocks. And it's only then that the replies start to flow. This is because you are a one trick pony. You serve no other purpose on Queenzone than to be ridiculed. Your last post was chock-full full of lies and contradictions that were I to take it apart bit by bit I'd probably crash the servers but there are two absolute howlers that I simply cannot let go by. The first is this so-called threat from Jessica's new boyfriend. He says "Well Jake, you keep it up and you won't ever see Gavyn again, I promise you". The first question has to be "keep what up?" What is it that you're doing which if you continue to do, he'll make sure you never see your son again. And if you take this threat seriously, what's to stop you heading west and giving this fella a stiff kick in the plums. Let's face it Jake. If you're an example of the kind of guy that Jessica is attracted to, it's a fair bet that her current beau is also a streak of piss. The second howler concerns your latest imaginary girlfriend. You said "I told her she's 20 years old and needs to grow up and stop complaining about how depressing her life is when she has never experienced anything as painful as what I've gone through." Need I say more. Doctor fatty is out again.

Sweet Insanity wrote: Wah wah wah wah I'm a big fat emo doing the forum rounds Wah wah wah wah I'm a big fat emo who weighs 164 pounds Wah wah wah wah Lick it up... Fuck it up... Shove it up... You make a dead man.... cum!

andreas_mercury wrote: LOL havent seen amir in a loooooong time my friend .....   i think not.     

Sweet Insanity wrote:

andreas_mercury wrote: LOL havent seen amir in a loooooong time my friend .....   i think not.     

He's picking your pubic hair out from between his teeth.

Sweet Insanity wrote:

andreas_mercury wrote: LOL havent seen amir in a loooooong time my friend .....   i think not.     

He's picking your pubic hair out from between his teeth.

inu-liger wrote:

Sweet Insanity wrote:

andreas_mercury wrote: LOL havent seen amir in a loooooong time my friend .....   i think not.     

He's picking your pubic hair out from between his teeth.

Shirley you mean his brother's pubic hair...?

inu-liger wrote:

Sweet Insanity wrote:

andreas_mercury wrote: LOL havent seen amir in a loooooong time my friend .....   i think not.     

He's picking your pubic hair out from between his teeth.

Shirley you mean his brother's pubic hair...?

ThomasQuinn wrote:

inu-liger wrote:

Sweet Insanity wrote:

andreas_mercury wrote: LOL havent seen amir in a loooooong time my friend .....   i think not.     

He's picking your pubic hair out from between his teeth.

Shirley you mean his brother's pubic hair...?

Oh, he's not that picky (pun intented).

Sweet Insanity wrote: ;-) YEAH MAN, we know ya a virgin mastahbatin' hogggg, ya aint got be ashamed. Unless you want to fill ya mama's belly full of baby! Ya Dit Doo

  ThomasQuinn wrote: Oh God, Jake's been snorting detergent again...

Mr Mercury wrote:

  ThomasQuinn wrote: Oh God, Jake's been snorting detergent again...

That would be a first. He has never even been near the stuff in his life and thats the real reason why his gf fucked off along with his sprog. Detergent = soap. Jake + detergent?  Never.

inu-liger wrote: What would it take to get Jake to literally eat and swallow a 100-pack of Marlboro cigarettes, some grill cleaning acid, and a 2-week old Iced Coffee left by a radiator with some stale Mint Chip flavouring?

JoxerTheDeityPirate wrote:

inu-liger wrote: What would it take to get Jake to literally eat and swallow a 100-pack of Marlboro cigarettes, some grill cleaning acid, and a 2-week old Iced Coffee left by a radiator with some stale Mint Chip flavouring?

a gun to his head

inu-liger wrote: What would it take to get Jake to literally eat and swallow a 100-pack of Marlboro cigarettes, some grill cleaning acid, and a 2-week old Iced Coffee left by a radiator with some stale Mint Chip flavouring?

Sweet Insanity wrote:

  inu-liger wrote: What would it take to get Jake to literally eat and swallow a 100-pack of Marlboro cigarettes, some grill cleaning acid, and a 2-week old Iced Coffee left by a radiator with some stale Mint Chip flavouring?

I wouldn't do it. You'd have to kill me first... if you want to try and kill me, go ahead. Drive down south, or get a plane ticket.

inu-liger wrote:

Sweet Insanity wrote:

  inu-liger wrote: What would it take to get Jake to literally eat and swallow a 100-pack of Marlboro cigarettes, some grill cleaning acid, and a 2-week old Iced Coffee left by a radiator with some stale Mint Chip flavouring?

I wouldn't do it. You'd have to kill me first... if you want to try and kill me, go ahead. Drive down south, or get a plane ticket.

Post your home address here and maybe we can talk :-)

Sweet Insanity wrote: Plane? He can get a ticket to Lebanon Municipal Airport, or the airport in Concord. For the Lebanon one, he'll need to either get a rental car or take a taxi. Leave the airport, and take Airport Road down to Lebanon Plaza, take a right. He'll get onto the I-89 South.  Then he leaves I-89 by takeing exit 14 (Grantham, Newport, Sunapee Claremont exit), and he'll be on Route 10. He will drive through Grantham, then Croydon, and then he'll be in Newport. My house is on the left (south of the High School). If he gets to the rotary, he's gone too far and he'll have to go back and then look for my house on the left. For the Concord International Airport, he leaves the airport, gets on I-91 South, then about 2 miles, he will get onto the I-89 North and and take the newport exit to New London. Through New London, Sunapee, take a right at the rotary and my house is on the left up the road. Drive? 168 North Main Street (Route 10) ... Apt 3/C Once Inu goes over the border into Vermont, he can take the I-93 SW ... and then once he gets to White River Junction, Vermont, he gets off the I-93 and goes onto the I-89 South.... then he leaves I-89 by takeing exit 14 (Grantham, Newport, Sunapee Claremont exit), and he'll be on Route 10. He will drive through Grantham, then Croydon, and then he'll be in Newport. My house is on the left (south of the High School). If he gets to the rotary, he's gone too far and he'll have to go back and then look for my house on the left. If he gets lost... he can call my phone number... 1-603-863-7149 and ask for further directions.

Sweet Insanity wrote: If he gets lost... he can call my phone number... 1-603-863-7149 and ask for further directions.

Zebonka12 wrote:

  Sweet Insanity wrote: If he gets lost... he can call my phone number... 1-603-863-7149 and ask for further directions.

  His best bet would be to 'follow his nose'.

inu-liger wrote:

Zebonka12 wrote:

  Sweet Insanity wrote: If he gets lost... he can call my phone number... 1-603-863-7149 and ask for further directions.

  His best bet would be to 'follow his nose'.

LMAO. Indeed. All I need to 'smell for' is a huge amount of smoked cigarrettes, dirty laundry left behind by his ex-gf that he's since worn and shat in, and burnt Iced Coffee machines, amongst other unmentionables.

Sweet Insanity wrote:

inu-liger wrote:

Zebonka12 wrote:

  Sweet Insanity wrote: If he gets lost... he can call my phone number... 1-603-863-7149 and ask for further directions.

  His best bet would be to 'follow his nose'.

LMAO. Indeed. All I need to 'smell for' is a huge amount of smoked cigarrettes, dirty laundry left behind by his ex-gf that he's since worn and shat in, and burnt Iced Coffee machines, amongst other unmentionables.

Woah, you're so intelligent.