I was very close to my grandmother..I loved her dearly..She was sick,but we knew it was coming..I was not prepared for the news at all..We were going to go see her and the day before we left,she died..My mom,step dad and I left for Florida, Thursday as planned..The funeral went very well..I was sobbing through most of it..We left yesterday and got back..
I have been through so much in the past years:
finding out who my biological dad was,after being lied to for so long..
struggling with chronic pain for the past years..I'm finally getting a diagnosis soon though..I likely have endometriosis..
I'm likely infertile also.
I've had really bad relationships also..I'm glad I have Kim and my friends Jon & Beata in my life..I have a lot of love for my girlfriend and my close friends..
My grandmother has now died and I'm in complete shock..The funeral did bring a lot of healing to the family..
First of all I would like to say that you're the most bravest person that I've met in my whole life.
Your words touched my heart. I'm not the type of person that starts to cry easily but at the moment tears are going down on my face... :'(
I'm truly and deeply sorry for your loss... But it gets better, believe me. World's best cure is time my dear friend ;)
I'm sorry for your loss.
As said by someone (can't remember who though...) Time is the best cure for things like that.
I hope things improve for you.
x
I'm so sorry.
I do hope you and your family are alright.
Death is so unexpected.
It strikes like a flash of lightning.
You don't know when to expect it.
It will take time to recover.
Maybe it's just best that you're grandmother died. She was suffering while she was sick right?
Just remember that she knew that you loved her very much. She will always be in your memories and she will never be forgotten. She's gone physically but not spiritually.
I'm glad your family got some healing.
As for your other problems, I really do hope you get help for dealing with these things. They really are traumatic and you need someone to talk to. You don't need more stress to add to all that. No one deserves that.
But, you will always have us nice people at queenzone. not the evil little people here.
You are very brave. I wish I had the strength you posess.
Hope all goes well. Be well, take care.
