They always told me, that people who would go to continuation/boarding school twice would get disapointes. But I'm not..
I'm depressed.
I loved my last one, and I miss all my friends from there.. the problem is that they all live so far away from me, and at my new school, I cant find anyone to talk to, and evrything is just so awfull. We just stardet, but I'm alreaddy sure taht I wont stay for long, as I feel more lonely than ever before.
They are mainstream D&G types all of them (well almost), and they all seem to have found someone they really get along with apart from me..
Specially my new roomate is alreaddy the Queen of the dormitory, and we just stardet last sunday. I dunno, I suppose that she is a lot more pretty and outgoing thatn I am.
AND I think I'm falling into a depression.
Life sucks!
I'm more or less invinsible, and Im not used to that.
Im' sorry to bother you, but I just needed to get it out.
That's awful! I know exactly what it's like to not be able to relate to anybody at school, and I'm sorry it's happening to you. Absolutely nobody deserves that, especially not somebody as wonderful as you! But looking away from the somber part of things, you've only just started school, and I really do think things will go better soon. Chinup! :DDD
"Specially my new roomate is alreaddy the Queen of the dormitory, and we just stardet last sunday."
Well, I see this as a positive. If your roomate (or is it roommate or room mate - I can't spell) is the popular type, you can meet many more people in a short span of time, as they drop by the room to chat with her. Just be on your best behavior, smile and introduce yourself. Explain that you don't know anyone and could use some help.
You'll have loads of friends in a few weeks from now I think. Don't get depressed.